Idon\'twantmyboyfirendsexually.Icanbehotallbymyselfbutnotwithhim.AndIdon\'tknowifIlovehimorjustlovetobelovedbyhim.well,IthinkIdocareabouthim,andIsometimeslikehim, maybeI\'mnotinlovewithhim.MaybeIjustdon\'twanttobealoneanymore.Doesthatmakeme abadperson???